Aimless Life

Who am I?

What am I doing on this earth ?

What am I living for ?

Well dont worry I am not going to deliver any intellectual lectures on these thought provoking questions , I am just asking myself these one and these are few of those which trouble me or to be frank haunt me everyday.

Everyday I go to bed with a kind of determination that next day I am gonna do something which will make my life worth living , then I wake up and before I realise that I am on a mission its time again to be in bed. Today also another day passed just like that.

Honestly speaking even I dont know that what I want to do and what I am capable of doing?

I am feeling so confused , so hollow from inside. This feeling of being a "nobody" is literally killing me.My absence or even my presence for that matter doesnt seem to affect anybody.

If that is the fact then why I am alive, perhaps because there is still a slight ray of hope alive in my heart that some day I will come to know where I am headed, what I am meant to do.And most importantly may be oneday somebody will turn up and say that I mean a lot to that person.And I hope that this magical moment comes sooner rather than later in my life.

Till then............