TIME TO MOVE AHEAD

Ya thats what I think and thats what I got to work on now.

Today I got a call from one of my friends , that he is in our college enjyoing the most awaited event of any college , yes you have guessed it right I am talking about our college's cultural fest .

Its good to see that we the ex students of D.C.E are still so much attached and still so much feel for our beloved colllege, but one thing we need to remember is that college days are over and now there is no way we can turn back to those golden days.

We need to move ahead now , look forward to new things like our professional lives which I guess should be at the top on our priority list. Yes everybody has a golden period in his/her life and we had ours in D.C.E and very much thankful to GOD for this .

But now I pray to GOD to help me overcome those memories and those nostalgic feelings which make my eyes wet every now and then and help me concentrate on my goals.

So from now onwards no more of those sobbing nights ,only looking into the future and mighty efforts to make it as beautiful as possible.

I hate to say this but I know I have to say this and strongly believe what I am going to say now :

BYE BYE D.C.E .

Aimless Life

Who am I?

What am I doing on this earth ?

What am I living for ?

Well dont worry I am not going to deliver any intellectual lectures on these thought provoking questions , I am just asking myself these one and these are few of those which trouble me or to be frank haunt me everyday.

Everyday I go to bed with a kind of determination that next day I am gonna do something which will make my life worth living , then I wake up and before I realise that I am on a mission its time again to be in bed. Today also another day passed just like that.

Honestly speaking even I dont know that what I want to do and what I am capable of doing?

I am feeling so confused , so hollow from inside. This feeling of being a "nobody" is literally killing me.My absence or even my presence for that matter doesnt seem to affect anybody.

If that is the fact then why I am alive, perhaps because there is still a slight ray of hope alive in my heart that some day I will come to know where I am headed, what I am meant to do.And most importantly may be oneday somebody will turn up and say that I mean a lot to that person.And I hope that this magical moment comes sooner rather than later in my life.

Till then............